it all happens in my mind

here's an insight into how my brain works...

i may seem like a flexible person, but really i am not.
once i have made a decision, when i have to change it i become grumpy and upset. for instance, if i make plans (in my mind) and don't tell anyone about them, when someone else makes different plans (without knowledge of the plans i have made), i find myself becoming upset. then they ask what's the problem, and i say, "oh nothing, i had different plans," which complicates things more. i need to learn to either share my plans earlier, or change them and not share that there were plans to begin with.

that is what happens in my mind all to often.

5 comments:

Carrie said...

Hey. The pic i took of you at Christmas(?) is on your profile! I haven't met anyone interesting here yet and the job is, well, not very promising other than the pay. I just sit at my desk all day! It drove me crazy all week. I'm an up and about worker, ya know. I miss you all terribly.

Ciao Baby said...

...good luck with that. how's the williams working man?

Jen said...

we must share a mind. my mind works the same way. gives me anxiety to have to change plans. just wait until you have kids...it gets worse.

Whitney said...

I get upset when I get my tummy ready for say...Mexican food and then last minute plans are changed and I'm going to be eating Chinese. My tummy can't make the adjustment to flavors in that short amount of time! :)

Kaytee said...

I do the same thing, but with wedding plans. Things keep on changing lately and it is driving me crazy! It's ruining my vision but I REALLY need to learn to be more flexible! It's just so hard to let go of the control!