i wish i was

in a place like this,

surrounded by no one with the water falling down.

i wish i was a better friend,

asking questions and genuinely listening

i wish i was less distracted,

able to finish when i say i will

i wish i was more excited

to finish the summer with great expectations

i wish i was a better companion,

caring intently about his wishes

i wish i was a better believer,

someone who gives all knowing God is Greater

(i wish the blogger was working, but the sections are supposed to have space in between them. anyway, i know that i can be and do all those things with God. i just needed to write it down, and what better place than on the internet for all to see. so yes, i am well aware that it sounds kind of sad, but i am not. i know that as i continue to grow (however slowly) in God's grace, He will sustain and lift me up. so all i can say is thanks for reading and i am a little deficient in the girl hug area, so give it up. thanks sarah for the picture.)